Distance Aura Healer, Ziji Kaufman, describes a past healing on a client suffering from paranoia and fears, obsessing about being judged by others, and feeling psychically attacked, while to outside observers she seemed perfectly well adjusted and appropriate.
This video is about a Remote Aura Healing on a client who complained of being worried and paranoid all the time, always feeling like she was doing something wrong.
The littlest comment, she would think about, have obsessive thoughts, engage in excessive worrying, and keep over analyzing it, trying to figure out if there was any backhanded intent behind the comment.
But she knew that her internal feelings most of the time had nothing to
do with reality. She knew rationally that people were not being judgmental of her, though
she still obsessed irrationally about potential people’s judgments.
She had these extreme inner feelings in response to regular, normal, everyday
interactions with bosses and managers, co-workers, and acquaintances.
She said that she was always stressed out and tense during encounters that
most people would consider uneventful, typical daily interactions.
The odd thing about her 'condition', was that on the outside, people didn’t have any clue that she was having these extreme inner emotions of fear and paranoia.
On the outside, she had this buffer zone around her that was very calm, with virtually no chakra activity.
She was always completely appropriate in her actions and responses. She never showed any signs of being stressed out at work.
Most people thought of her as very sophisticated. She was, by all accounts,
very competent at handling high-responsibility tasks under significant pressure.
Her resume was top-notch as well, graduating from an Ivy League school with a prestigious degree.
During this Remote Aura Healing, it took me a while to figure out where these extreme emotions of fear and paranoia were inside her aura.
In the first distance healing, all I perceived in her aura was her very calm exterior.
The 5th layer of the 7 layers of the aura (I call it the ‘Template / Blueprint / Human Container’ Layer), as well as the 2 layers underneath (The ‘People Layer’- the 4th layer of the seven layers of the aura, and the Mental Body - the 3rd layer of the 7 aura layes) were very calm, not revealing these difficult emotions.
The second remote healing was more revealing.
It seemed that her difficult emotions of fear and paranoia were hidden in the innermost layers of her aura, the Physical Body layer - 1st layer of the seven auric layers, and the Emotional Body layer - the 2nd layer of the 7 layers of the human aura.
So she had this buffer of calm, which was about a foot and a half thick, located in the upper layers of her aura. And then completely undetectable, under the radar so-to-speak, was a 2-inch layer of difficult emotions hidden in the 1st and 2nd layers of the aura.
These hidden 2 inches were shown to me in a vision as having little knife cuts. About a hundred different cuts, at different angles. Little cuts like the blade size of a hunting knife.
My sense was that she was projecting these intense hidden emotions onto each experience, even though the interactions themselves were relatively normal.
In the third healing, I finally got underneath the hidden knife-cut layers.
I was able to see her emotional body distorting ordinary everyday experiences, projecting them to be potentially dangerous.
All the chakras of the 7 main chakras seemed very tight, with very intense and controlled vortex energies that were
virtually hidden at the auric skin surface. So her Body Wisdom was really not asking me to do any specific 7 Primary Chakras healing work. The only chakra that seemed to be communicating with me at all was the Sacral Chakra, the 2nd Chakra of the Seven Primary Chakras. But again, her Body Wisdom wasn’t asking me to do any healing work on this chakra.
At this point in the 3rd healing, I got a vision of her as a 3 or 4-year-old.
She was standing in the doorway to the kitchen, watching her parents argue.
There were very intense arguing energies going back and forth.
But here was my client as a 3 or 4-year-old, looking at her parents arguing, and they really didn't see her.
She just stood there watching for quite a while before she walked away.
She internalized the difficult sense that since her parents had so much drama going on in their lives, her needs weren’t important to them. To be clear, this family drama wasn’t at a level that would rise to any legal violations of child abuse and neglect.
This seemed to be the root cause of these inner feelings, taking root deep in her core, seriously diminishing her self-worth and self-esteem.
She internalized the message that she wasn't adequate enough as a daughter to get attention from her parents, and she reasoned at this early age that there must be something wrong with her.
She just needed to be lovingly acknowledged, hugged, read stories to, helped with various little girl development tasks, etc.
When I told her about these visions, she acknowledged their accuracy completely.
This was really what her childhood was like.
So now you have this tender and delicate inner state that was constantly fearful, worried that she wasn't enough, she might be abandoned, and that something was wrong with her.
So now, as an adult, every experience that she has in her life, even though they’re relatively normal experiences, causes her to go on ‘red alert’.
She's got to think about every little thing that people do, using up enormous amounts of energy to obsess about these things.
Once again, nobody is seeing this on the outside.
It's just really interesting how subtle these hidden emotional realms can be.
In sum, this healing is an example of how we can harbor hidden internal emotional states that others can’t see, but nonetheless, torture us on the inside.
I believe that by uncovering the root cause of these hidden emotions, seeded as early as 3 or 4 years old, we started the process of my client healing her feelings of abandonment, neglect, and lower self-worth. This process will hopefully lead to my client not feeling out of proportion fears and paranoia when having ordinary encounters with people.
Also, I believe by receiving clear visions of the buried, 2-inch layer, versus the calm outer layers, my client’s Body Wisdom was uncovering the key to the eventual integration of these two seemingly incongruous energy states.